What is so wrong with being gay? Like serious, stfu and mind your own damn business. If a girl wants to be with a girl then let it be. If it makes him happy then let him be with his boyfriend. I don’t understand the world. People are so worried about others and are so stereotype, it basically the ugliest guys who think you’re gonna rape them. Not all guys are like that; maybe instead of being an asshole, you should get educated about it and leave people the fuck alone who. Let them be who they wanna, let them be with who ever makes them happy. Why the hell is it bothering you? Get your own life together before you start judging anyone. Damn I am so tired of people in the world calling other people faggit, gay, homo. How much lower can you get? LEAVE THEM THE FUCK ALONE.
You can tell when someone isn’t interested you or likes you back. I still wonder how come after all these year, I’m just now starting to develop feelings for you. I look at you basically all day, but barely once I see you looking back at me. (You’re mostly looking towards other people.) I try to get your attention without being to obvious, but it doesn’t work. I guess I’m just lucky on the days we work in groups and you chose me. You sometimes make it look like you might be interested in me (even for just a little bit) but I have to remember not everyone is gay or bisexual. You might not even be interested in guys. (If you are, I can tell you’re not coming out anytime soon with the cunts you hang around with.) Even when my bestfriend says you like me back, it’s hard to believe. Maybe she’s just being a good friend and telling me a white lie, maybe you do things that seem as if you do. But to me more than that is gonna take to convince me. I want to get over this crush right now. I’m not quite yet into the stage where I think I’m fully in love. (I’m getting there though) I want it to be a temporary crush but I feel something, like my insides light up when I see you. I get this warm feeling all over my body. I wish you could reciprocate back the feelings, but I know you’re not. (As far as now.) I look at you, but you look away. I try to grab your attention, but someone else steals it. I try to talk to you in the classroom or in the hallway but you’re with your other friends. But I do cherish the moments you do notice me…. Maybe I’m just a loser in his feelings who needs to stop writing about people and get a life.
I’m two totally different persons at school and at home. I get told quite often by teachers that I’m going somewhere in life or that I have a bright future ahead of me… I just wish I’d see it or at least my parents. I seriously want to know what’s going on with me. In school, I’m an honors student, I help around my other classmates, most of my teachers enjoy me, and I don’t get into much trouble (or any at all.) Mostly everyone thinks I’m intelligent and smart because of my grades, but sometimes I don’t even know how I do it myself. Once I get home I’m a totally different person. I get lazy and I feel like I just wanna lay down in bed all day and do absolutely nothing. It’s not like I don’t want to earn money I do.., it’s just so hard for me and no one understands (especially my parents.) It’s so hard for me to get up and do some construction work or do garden work. I want clothes, shoes, electronics, possibly anything a rich and spoiled teen would want and they can get it in a snap of a finger, but I have to work for my mines, and I just don’t think that’s fair. But I can’t control myself. Maybe I am just lazy and stupid. The only thing I’m interested in right now is film and acting, but my chances of making are one a in million. I don’t even have the money to study for them let alone make it in Hollywood. I hate the jobs I have right even though I hear everyone say you should be thankful for any job you have because it’s better than no job. All the other factors in my life affect and contribute to this. Like how I have a low self-esteem or how I have strong feelings for a straight dude and just currently getting over a heartbreak..from a dude. My life is so messed up, I just wish I had someone to talk to. Someone who understands me and doesn’t try to come at me. Why can’t they see I’m just trying to do my best? It’s them, that sometimes lead me to suicide thoughts, long periods of depression where I don’t feel like living and just lay down in bed listening to sad music. I need someone, someone who will be here for me even when I’m not…
I’m so glad I got out the house, omfg. I can’t explain my feelings when I saw. & you said hi to me first. like ofmgkascnjliasnljdcnj….I JUST WANTED TO RUN UP & KISS T’F OUTTA YOU !
Sure. I’m game.
Why the fuck not? It’s not like anyone’s going to take me up on this anyway.
DO IT I DARE U
Not expecting anything so sure
like I ever get asks
Not gonna get anything xD
I would if anyone ever asked me anything. :)
"What did you do to me?"
I can’t concentrate during class,
I can’t keep my focus, because your constantly on my head.
I can’t sleep at night, because your constantly on my head.
Everytime I see a love scene, I think of you & I.
Why did you do to me?
Spellblind, I want to know..
Left with no goodbye,
keeping me wondering.
What did I do wrong,
for you to leave me.
I think over and over,
but the more I think, the less I know.
which made it worst,
made my life hell.
You left me like this.
Did you ever think of the aftermath?
This feeling I have inside of me,
I have no option but to live with it.
It takes away my willingness to live
and instead leaves me with awful thoughts.
Heartbroken… (how you left me.)
Why me? Why do I always fall for the impossible,
I know I can’t have it, but that’s why I’m attracted to it,
It pulls me in like a perfect trap
just to break me in the end.
Always the one making the first move.
Always calling you first,
Always making excuses for you,
I’d like to know cuz it always seems as if I’m the one who always suffers.
"Hard To Forget"
All our memories we had during that time.
Our laughs, our moments, our hangouts.
It’s kinda hard to forget.
You left your name written on my soul,
and I can’t find a way to erase it.
With every smile I feel back in love with you.
But in the end, you were just teasing.
Those stares we shared, its hard to forget,
but you did it so easily, I wonder if we had wasn’t even real.
Because for me, its hard to forget.
You make me feel like I’m nothing.
You take everything away from;
you make me feel like a zero.
As if I were worthless; just a piece of trash.
Your words hurt more than you think.
What’s worst is that I believe it all,
and it takes over me in everyday life.
I wish I had everything in life.
All the love, money, and popularity.
I wish I had al the wants.
I wish I was in another place, another era, maybe even another skin.
I’m not happy with my life.
I think life’s unfair.
How some get everything they want,
while other have to work for it.
I can’t change myself even if I tried.
I’m stuck here, with this.
So I wish I could be happy with it.